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This is everything. I think because so many people paint as a relaxing hobby that they assume work just flows effortlessly in a soothing stream of inspiration. I actually feel like I'm wrestling a hurricane sometimes when I'm working. I feel insecure. I get scared often. I struggle with loneliness and boredom during long studio stretches. This reminds me that I'm not actually alone. Thanks, Hillary, for opening up.

Congratulations on your well-deserved success, it must feel so affirming. I discovered you on Instagram and always enjoy seeing your work. I'm just starting out myself. I started painting 'proper' for the first time back in 2017, but due to life and living circumstances, I found it hard to consistently work on my art until late last year when I got a dedicated studio room in my new home. Now working regularly on my art while also working a full-time job, I'm just beginning to encounter the obstacles you mention. The biggest risk for me is financial. Canvases and boards, paint, varnish, mediums, business cards, and monthly web hosting costs. After this outlay, I feel pressure to prove it was worth it and I'm yet to build up a portfolio of new paintings I'm truly proud of. With so little actual painting time behind me (maybe 3 months or so) everything feels so new. I'm battling with failed paintings often, though maybe they're just in the 'ugly' stage and I need to push through. Also learning about the many intricacies of working in oils is making my head spin. It's good to know we all experience similar obstacles, and that it does take time. Hope the exhibition in Fredericksburg goes well and opens new doors!

Wow. Did I need to read this. I decided a year ago to start living my life as an artist. I am at a peculiar place right now. I have had some success, but am doubting myself and my ability. I have also strayed from everyday painting. Thank you for this post. It encouraged me. Amy

Gobind, thanks for your thoughts. I hear this a lot from some of my older artist friends who wish they started earlier...it's never too late to learn this craft. 6 years ago I had no idea how to even begin painting a landscape! Best of luck on your journey ❤️

Your work is magnificent. THANK YOU FOR PERSEVERING. YOUR WORK WILL BRING MUCH JOY TO MANY PEOPLE. I am an 81 year old minor artist who spent several years teaching and demonstrating porcelain art on tiles and large vases, etc. I also participated in the administration of art as Executive Director of Bay Arts Alliance in PAnama City, Florida, Serving on the State level of the Florida Arts Council. This is just to say that I realize what a difficult path it is to become successful at making a living as an artist. Too many people watch an artist paint and believe they are just using the their God given talent without realizing how much work it takes to develope that gift. KEEP GOING, NO MATTER WHAT. THERE WILL BE PLENTY OF PEOPLE WHO APPRECIATE YOU AND YLUR WORK!!! Sincerely, Bonnie Mellin.